"you think i'm just too serious. i think you're full of shit."

i miss your touch. i miss your kisses.

i've had such a shitty week so far. seeing you only served to make my shitty week even shittier.

it's been a month now. well, i'm not actually sure how long it has been, but i don't think i've gotten over you. 

What tears me apart is you no longer looking at me the way you used to. nonchalance really does hit the hardest. i can only hope to never see you again. makes my chest ache.
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grading is coming soon. i'd better do well.
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"i wouldn't say be 'apathetic about everything', but to understand that there is a nice side to everyone."

i try to be nonchalant about the happenings around me. i try not to care. not even about the people wanting to hurt me. i try not to give a shit, but it's tiring. sometimes i just wanna beat some people's faces in.