Thursday, October 25, 2012

I feel like I've developed a disdain for macdonalds. Been eating it at least twice a week for 6 months now. Time to eat healthier!
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I really really enjoy being around my taekwondo friends. The best guys and girls there is.
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schools alright. I'm starting to get used to it again. Thankfully, I'm on good terms with most of my classmates so school life shouldn't be harsh for now. Also, I'm working with really hardworking people. I'm already feeling so motivated by them.
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I'm gonna have to get a part time job while I study though. I barely have enough to feed myself now.

Other than that, everything's going well. I guess.

I don't think I know how to love anymore. Just being dramatic here but hey, everyone feels empty every now and then.
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I really don't wanna be a loner anymore. I wanna keep these friends, my family, and my lover close to me.

Thursday, October 18, 2012

I haven't slept in my own house for so long I've forgotten how it feels like sleeping alone.

I like waking up next to someone. I like falling asleep next to someone.

I don't feel like I'm loving anyone yet. Maybe love has to be cultivated.

Tuesday, October 2, 2012

the previous post was immature. oh well.
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POLITE and grading are both approaching. hope i do well... i gotta be more optimistic. or should i be nonchalant. things always turn out well when i care less.
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school is starting soon. i don't wanna have to socialize with ppl from my course. i really don't.
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