I'm quite terrified that internship is ending soon. I feel like work is my only friend. I don't confide into anyone much. If I feel sad, I just play depressing music and get working. I should probably get a job and just slog my holidays away. Away from troubles and relationships. God I need a vacation. 

If you're coming back, great. If not, so be it. I'm 19 years old; I have goals and aspirations. What do I need love for? 

N.T.

Sneaking into a condo at night, skinny dipping, getting lost with a bottle of wine, playing songs I don't even listen to on his portable speakers. Absolutely surreal. Last night was amazing. Nic x

Do u even know how much I like you? Or do u like me as a friend? Do you even care about me? Oh spencer. I haven't been infatuated with anyone in a long time. What do you do that draws me closer?
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Taekwondo competition tml. Ivp. Second competition now. Won 3 medals out of 3 events the first time. Wonder how I'd fare this time around. Not getting my hopes up though. I didn't have much time to train.
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Internship is starting soon. Long story short, I don't really get paid for it. So I gotta find a part time job to feed myself for the next 6 months.

Love is a game. Whoever loves more, loses. And I have lost at this game twice now.

You're one of the very few people I genuinely care about. But it feels like we're drifting apart. I don't want to lose you. I don't want to be alone. not when I had had you so close. Tag