mum and brother got into a car accident. Thankfully they're both alright. The car's wrecked though. and my brother's slightly traumatized.

I was so worried when I heard about the accident I actually cried. like heart wrenching kind of crying. I guess I really do love both of them, as much as they annoy me at times.

Mum refuses to give me money for food and transport but is willing to spend on air tickets for both herself and my younger brother. Do you hate me, mother?

Pol-ite's over. I managed to get medals in all three events I competed in. Gold silver and bronze hah.

but because I've been training so much for taekwondo Im actually way behind schedule for schoolwork.

And I don't think I have friends anymore. Or at least, every time an acquaintance tries to talk to me I just say really strange things and scare them off. Talk about social awkwardness.

I wish I was born with privilege. A smarter mother who doesn't get cheated by every man she sleeps with. A father at least? So my mother wouldn't be so lonely and temperamental.

I wish my family was
rich. I despise incapable men. I say use them and leave them. Kinda ironic I guess. I just wish everything was different.