well, now that she's gone. i feel complacent. like, im not having fun anymore i guess?? no more drama? im such an ass. i really need to learn how to appreciate ppl better.

if i keep up this attitude, i might just piss off my classmates too.

be nice, me. be nice.

i need a smoke. but i havent gotten my pay yet. no money to buy ciggs man. suck balls. i shld prolly quit soon. fuck it. i want more money.

cute guys everywhere. none of them mine. shit. a couple hot babes around too. but bah, im more inclined towards men.

okay i digress.

i dont think i can trust you anymore. if anyone comes along, you'll jump at them when they give you the slightest hint of interest. i have about 5 (?) girls wanting to fuck me and im still with you.

okay maybe its because im more interested in guys then boobs.

this shit has happened twice man. sometimes i feel like you're living in denial. bah fuck it i dun know what im saying anymore.

i dunno if i love you anymore. wait. i dun think i've ever loved you. oh fuck can someone define 'love' for me??? well, i guess i'll just tell myself that everyone "in love" is going through the same shit as i.

you never really know if you're in love. if there's passion in bed, everything else is secondary.

Just waiting for you to come back now. I want her to go away. you're mine.

So I've came to this conclusion that i really am promiscuous. i wanna have sex with all the hotties. but there's only one person i love.

once she's gone, the world is ours.