since J's not in town, i'll just be drinking by my lonely self tonight. cheers to vodka! and dikta. 


i've never heard about dikta till i got my blackberry last year. their song 'Thank You' was already pre-installed in my phone's media folder when i purchased said phone but i never really bothered giving that song a listen. until a few days ago, that is. and.......... I LOVED IT. so now i have their album Get It Together on repeat. so my current musical muses are: Rachael Yamagata & Dikta.


if either of them come to singapore, i demand tickets to their show. hurhur.


btw the the vodka was sort-of-sponsored by E. so thanks E. the perks of working in a hostel eh :D


moving on~
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When cash is tight, what do you do?


suck dicks? or get a proper job?


if only that damnable bursary would just snuggle into my bank account tonight.


i can't even afford books now. much less training gear for taekwondo. no, i can barely feed myself with what i have in my savings. if the bursary amount doesn't come in by next week, i'm gonna have to get a part-time job :(
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i have yet to secure an interviewee for my Feature Article assignment. godammit why don't people reply emails on weekends
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it's been so warm these days. oh what i would do to move to another country. just to get away from all this fuckery. fuckery as in what i have made for myself during my 18 years of existence. i wanna start over. i want a fresh outlook on life. 
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godammit i didn't put enough ice in my drink. gonna get more now.
will probably delete this post since i don't really have any idea what i'm talking about. feeling a little woozy now. i'm such a loser teetotaler hurhur.