i told myself not to get too deep into this. i thought i had it under control. i guess i was falling head over heels. and for what? some guy who barely gives two fucks about me? its probably best that i take things slow. slower than ever. come on darrick, single life.. you can do this shit. lots of people are single. you just have to take your time, and find a guy truly suitable for you. or girl.whatever.

still listening to 'million dollar man' by lana del rey. god i love that song.