money is a very big issue in my life.

from what i can recall, my family used to be wealthy. my mum was a model before she gave birth to my older sister, and i remember seeing her bankbook once. she had over a million bucks in her savings. alas, her brain certainly was no match for her body. she used every penny she had to pay for my stepdad's debts. tat asshole. i hope he dies. no, i hope i'll be filthy rich one day, and he'll be begging me to take him in. then i'll laugh and throw a wad of notes in his face and tell him to crawl away. wahah.

tat'll probably happen 20 years from now.

at least there's a silver lining. i have enough money in my savings to support myself. for now. i need a new job. i wanna study during the day and work at night.

i wish you'll come back sooner